See your Happiness

starsI want to tell you something, something you already know, but often forget. I tell you where your happiness is. Where do I begin to tell you a simple truth about happiness. Where do I start?

Just Like the night Sky you look at – but can’t see anything your happiness goes unnoticed. But if you just take a moment and adjust your stare you will see a star, how long does it take before another star appears? how long does it last ? can you measure by the hours? Minutes? It only takes seconds, before your sky fills up with many stars.  Tell me how long does it take? To notice all this great things that surround you daily. If you just stop just for a moment, just a short pause and adjust your stare at your life. You know .. they are always there .. but it’s up to you if you really want to look and see them shining bright.

Now go and see your Happiness, it’s always there!

Restricted

“Diabetics – type 2” Dr.Choy said looking at me seriously worried. Yes i have heard it before, but it never sounded so very importantly threatening like it does right now. I sank in my chair, my heart skipped a beat and then I remembered the exact reason why I stopped going doctors. I was worn about it couple of times during my doctor visits, but never really paid much attention to it.

But today was different : “Diabetics type 2” Now, this is not fair at all “type 2” that’s not even my fault, I didn’t cause it! That would be all thanks to great genetics gift from my grandma & uncle- Surprise, surprise I felt victimised. My Doctor continues and tells me in very serious tone to Watch my diet and for the best, change to no carbs diet. Well, I have no slightest idea of what that really means. I’m not sure if this woman in front of me can actually read my mind, she keeps on talking; “No bread, No pasta, No potatoes, No rice …”
Seriously ? why don’t you tell me what I CAN eat  – would not that be easier?
She looked at me death serious. All of a sudden I felt so alone. I felt cheated. I felt life is not fair. I’m 28 with very high tendency of Diabetics. Trust me, I was fine until now !!
I see this Image from my childhood so clear, my uncle with his little briefcase full of insulin pens or injections. Well, that time it was a “briefcase” that made him very special and important in my eyes, since I was not allowed to play with it.

I just couldn’t imagine myself watching what I eat daily. Absolutely Not! Life without French bakery , Italian pasta & pizza, Thai dishes with rice, Indian nan bread, Vietnamese rice paper, Chinese noodles, Japanese sushi! How can I do it? I love to eat!
But I realized it was about the time to try and get more serious about my health also. It hit me! So I got home and searched the Internet to learn everything that I need to know about diabetics. And the best find, out of all the informations I learnt about diabetics is –

I am not alone.

Diabetes-Link

10 Things I learnt when Stuck in an Airport

  1. Don’t make friends they will take off in next 1 hour or so And leave you behind
  2. You will see lots of suspicious behaviour and many terrorist looking-like people
  3. You will learn there is such a thing as power pillars where you can charge your phone
  4. You will realise there is not many shops on checking side of the airport
  5. You will learn Chinese people never travel light
  6. The best place to just wait around would be a Starbucks if you could get a seat
  7. You will reply to all your emails and Facebook messages
  8. You will go thru all your applications looking for any kind of entertainment
  9. You will call everyone you can think of just to share your drama and chit chat
  10. You will write a list of  “Things to Do when Stuck in an Airport”

waiting area