A collection of poetry about survival, experience of violence, abuse, love, loss, and femininity.
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his hands touching someone else, his face more open and direct full of enjoyment eyes shining enjoyment smile loud laugh just like a kid in the school-yard it's him it's my husband .. trying so hard. -by tonkadella on attention seeking behaviour in adults
many times I kept silent again and again I let the conversation to evaporate .. But your words never left me those hash words Stay to incubate to do the work like some parasites who feed on its host they stay to incubate and Once grown they release powerful mind-controlling chemicals and change their host.
- by tonkadella
our hearts are so distant now. they can’t hear the beat, they too far. sound of the Heartbeat, they used to beat together. The distance grows the Heart gripped by fear. Fear of losing that familiar beat. the heartbeat, that is home. losing home .. The heart must find a way to communicate! and so .. it Shouts. - by tonkadella
Words have no value in this harsh exchange. Too loud. Noise. Hurt talks. Like a wild burning fire fueling itself. Feeding itself. Watering itself. Loud noise. Two puppets of Pain in this game. But if this is the only way .. okay, Yell. Do it again and again. Too loud. If this is the way You can deal then be it the way. Exhaust me.
- by tonkadella Emotional Exhaustion Can Lead to Noise Sensitivity
From my Drafts .. a prayer
Today is our wedding anniversary. Please forgive us. Please forgive us, for we do not know what we do. Please forgive us. Forgive us the selfishness. Our blindness. For this life. For the way. Please forgive us the anger. Please forgive us the fear. Please forgive us the madness. Forgive us the blindness. The hurt. Please forgive us the pain. Please forgive us the wedding. Please forgive us the act. Please forgive us the lies. Please forgive us the illusion. Please forgive us the need. Please forgive us the choice. Please forgive us the acceptance. The painful tolerance. Forgive us the forgiveness. Forgive us trying so hard. Forgive us not giving up. Forgive our madness. Forgive the pain we hosted. Pain we caused. Forgive our expectations. Forgive our disappointments. Forgive us for disappointing. Forgive us for hiding the sadness. Forgive the disrespect. Forgive us for disrespecting. Forgive those harsh words. Please forgive all that was said. Forgive the unsaid. Forgive us the blame. The attacks. Forgive the misunderstanding. Forgive us the emptiness. Forgive our thoughts. Forgive are minds. Forgive our wounded hearts. Our voices. Please Forgive us. Forgive us the dream. Please forgive us the plan. Forgive us the goal. Please forgive us the show. For what we were just two lost hurting souls.
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